Thank you for loving me again. I never thought I would feel like this again..

Please let me find peace.

“This boy is literally so amazing. I love when he makes me feel special. Everything about him is spontaneous, from the way he walks, to the way he talks, to the way he sexually pins me. Just everything. I’ve never met anyone like him…”

The truth is I dont believe in fairy tales anymore. There was a time when I saw the magic in everything and everyone but the world isnt like that at all. Sure you might have good times or even find youre one true love but it will be nothing like the books when read when we were younger. 

Today was really nice for once. Oh boy.

Life would probably be better if I acted on a whim.

Life probably would be better if I could stop thinking about him.

But oh his eyes

He has eyes of an angel, God designed

He could create life and he could give death within his eyes.

Leaving my heart paralyzed, petrified, and traumatized.

This angel was sent from above and I glad to call him my love.

Love is called a game for two.

There are many things I could ask for in this life, but all I want is you.

-Liyah P.

Our minds intertwine more than our bodies ever could. I’ll never forget the warmth of your touch because your hands will never leave me empty. Lips pressed against my neck, droopy eyed pup, late night calls, little kisses like a peck. If I wanted the world? I would just need you and that’s all. In my heart in the day and nightfall.

17

I’m so hyped for Christmas but I can’t wait until October 😊

Oh gosh ~

When you told me you loved me I felt my heart melt.

Life’s been hard but I’m glad with the hand I’m dealt.

Come on kid, who do we think we’re kidding. If we really mattered you would fucking see it. Just give up already and realize you are nothing to them.

I’m a bomb that only you can defuse.
If you leave who will be my muse?

Love me, Fear me, and I will be your Slave.

I hate love but if it means I can spend the rest of my life with you then I want to give love another try.

You’re mean and cruel
You call me names
You act like I’m less important than some video game

But you call me beautiful
You kiss me gently
Your eyes opens my heart making me love so freely

I’m conflicted, I’m confused
Don’t know what to do
But it feels like I love you

Far past 12

It’s one or two or three something in the morning. And the hole in my chest just grows deeper and deeper. Consuming my mind, consuming my body, consuming my soul. I can’t help but to feel alone with my thoughts. And let me tell you… Alone with my thoughts isn’t a good thing.